LU MA

11/1/2024

my saved music

- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ta0boocRlqM&list=PLplpAE5J95q-io3hzhmSI9TCx3aeuV5C0&index=1128

11/7/2024

https://discord.gg/McfhZbNV9Y

discord server

probably be absentee so I'd give management to somebody

vague chronic illness that leaves me blunted among other things. Just hanging in there, sometimes it's so bad all I can do for the day is pace around saying "oh god". Sometimes I think I'll never get well enough to get back to having fun with friends or even using a computer. Akathesia, brain fog ect. Oh god it gets awful. Been this way for years now but when it gets bad and worry the worst is yet to come. lifetime NEET too dropped out of college. Hard to get this illness acknowledged by important people too.

An experiment:

Try relaxing your muscles. Try and see if you can let 'something else' move your muscles. does anything happen?

11/7/2024

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